i want life to go back to how it was back when I was 5.
no broken hearts.
no tears.
no screaming.
no blood stains.
no nothing.

it was all smiles.
all laughter.

life was perfect. mum and dad were in love, and happy. i was happy. then everything changed.

mum went away.
dad got a new girlfriend who's a whore.
mum got a new boyfriend.
dad got married.
mum's boyfriend became a dick.

and i have to pay the fucking conciquences.

sure, skanks great to fuck with. (not sexually) I mean like, mentally, she's fun to piss off, and she keeps me entertained.

but mum's boyfriend is a total dick.

fuck whatever I wrote in earlier blogs.
fuck that.

the thing that brought this on with comments from me in underline.

Hi lucy:
Get your fucking grammar and spelling correct. It's Hi, Lucy. Not little 'l' and it's not fucking':' it's a full stop.
do u understand how much pain u have put your mother through?
Well, if you weren't such a dickface, and went crying to your mommy, none of this shit would of happened! And, use correct grammar and spelling please.
U dont ring her & u have not said sorry 2 her about your behavior towards her ?
Well. There's alot of grammar mistakes here. I hope you feel dumb. It's You don't ring her, and you haven't said sorry to her about your behavior towards her. Well, I haven't said sorry because she's a bitch and said she doesn't want to speak to me, and, my behavior wasn't bad at all. YOUR behavior is much more interesting. I tell you I'm sick, and I don't feel like talking. But, you go ahead, and cry to your mommy that I'm being a bitch. Gosh, for a 35 year old, you're a cry-baby.
I think its time u spoke 2 your mum ? Dont contact me because i dont want nothing 2 do with u. So ring your mum. greg .
Well, who the fuck do you think you are telling me to call my mum?! You're a fucking cry baby, and why are you texting me, when you want nothing to do with me? Fucking dumbass. Alot more spelling problems here. Geez, at 35 you'd think that you'd have some sort of brain. Oops, sorry. Mummy's boys don't have brains. They get their mum's to do everything for them. My bad. Don't tell me what to do. And I won't call my Mum, because I don't want to get abused. Okay? FUCK YOU FUCKING CUNT.

-Much love,

-Kaos.